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this time was precisely the that many schoolmate's happy time. But I had one nightmare on the picture, whatever woke does not have. Actually, attend before the university, I also fill happy look forward to to university's life, my family in the south interior province one small city, outlines the university from that many movie television the outline: The blue blue campus, learned division commander, the rich multi- colors class extra life, specially studies with ease, with does not worry for the result. Do I how always remember the first divine retribution, walks on the campus alley mood. My dream finally realized, new life had to start in romantic sunlight. As soon as began school works as class leader, the vanity also a little small small unwillingness, thereupon was not willing to give up any performance the opportunity. Every is can demonstrate the oneself ability the place all has my form. But, after the first test has ended, I suddenly feel felt helpless, the bedroom lay discusses, chats the now day, everybody as if by prior agreement felt bored. Penetrates brightly with many colors bustles about the life, I look like the not sufficient true feelings. Most fearful is, I suddenly discover oneself is extreme does not like oneself the specialty. I am study English, this is sounds to make the specialty which the one envies. My English proficiency is very ordinary in the middle school, the wish fills in finally does not have the multi- considerations, after graduates in any case good looks for the work. Above the university only then discovered, simply with difficulty adapted. Must learn English, really was too pushes someone take on a difficult job! I am the disposition introversion person. Calculates in the heart has the pressure again, also thinks very difficultly said to the others. Specially extremely drops in the specialized result, I do not hope study peacefully in the same place. Must know, they basically all are the original foreign language highest quality people... Looks them together exits plays, for the schoolmate birthday, participates in each kind of activity, my rather one person stays. The only network is my partner, also is precisely the network gives me more lonely opportunities. I know like this is not right, also diligently is attempting the time and the energy puts in the study. Big one was quick one half, was I this carefully examine oneself the study again live? Facing own specialty, does own interpersonal environment, how improve? Perhaps I am in the big one student most unfortunate inner ear that one, how no matter finally chooses, all needs the superior courage, I to need others' help, also needs rapidly to find oneself the localization. Actually, the university student does not have the life goal in the big one feeling is the very normal matter, speaking of me is so. Very many times all are think compared to many which does, fears this fears that. Reasons things out can say by ten people of hundred people, handles the matter not necessarily can so. What what theory always is says must set up what what observes... Yes, my gate is must like this do, but " the completely letter book is inferior to how without the book " this again explains American writer William - Faulkner said: " Do not have to do utmost and your colleague competition. You should care about, you are stronger than now you." Said were such many, lets me feel the regret was, I 尽然 did not have the goal. Please forgives my clumsy, I believe the such many people to me expect I cannot go sedulously disappoint, in the life journey, the general meeting meets the wind is caught in the rain, the thunder and lightning occurs simultaneously...... So long as endured, could see 明月 the starry sky high hung in the sky! The confidence is the start, pays is the process, the answer is the result. Please believes my endeavor, I can let your gate see me.

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