唐雪见和夕瑶:急需一篇英语

Someone once asked me what I fear the most, and I answered unhesitatingly --- Calendar. Yes, without any doubt, Calendar is the thing which I fear the most right now. I really appreciate one sentence heard before --- “We are both angel and demon, cause we produce something against the time!” That sounds rather devilish, and there isn’t “something” really exists. But I might say that I strongly need that thing.

This morning, when my eyes glanced at the calendar on the table, and my hands gently perched on it, I felt extremely depressed. I only got 125 days! And just after 125 days, two things will happen --- Big Exam & Permanently Departure. Forrest Gump’s mother once said that life is like a box of chocolate and you will never know what you gonna get. But to me, life is also like a roller-coaster, so my mind is now tiffany twisted!

As we all well-informed that after 125 days we will face the challenge which calls University Entrance Examination. Before this challenge, I have a lot of things to do, and got many events to carry out. I’m now so heavy-hearted. I will find a way out.

Because our great nation had a revolution called “Great Culture Revolution”, we --- the newly born persons --- seem to be the hardest person in this country. That is to say, every new change, children are always the first to suffer. Compared with some other countries, study means research and rejoicing; but to our country, study only means suffer --- suffer everything. I enjoy learning, but not learn in this way. I want to learn and research the things which I can definitely use in the society --- not in test papers. Yet this seems to be the hardest request in this ancient tired dragon land. I feel like an eel in a dizzy swamp and can’t breathe. In my mind, one word often jiggles my thoughts --- RESPITE! …

However I have some compliments, I have to go on. This might be the only way to survive! So, I make up my mind to strive, to work hard. I believe undyingly that a person can change his destiny of life. Fate always has two sides --- one controlled by the Lord, the other controlled by myself! So that’s about it.

I still remember the word which Vincent Van Gogh said before he passed away --- Life is torment. It’s true. So I will keep on fighting to the end and make every day a count.

After that exam, another thing will come --- someone’s permanently departure --- someone who I really cherish --- will fly away. That will be a very tragic moment to me. I will in hot water after then. I don’t know whether we are able to connect each other or not… Maybe, we will miss our relationship forever! It really hurts. So I fear looking at the calendar, I want to stop the time no matter how hard it is… Hence, that sentence come out of my mind again --- We are both angel and demon, cause we produce something against the time! Grow up! There can’t be that kind of thing. I feel rather awful to face the reality world. Well, every party got an end, someone can’t stay around forever! I have nothing to do but wish. Wish someone Godspeed and happily ever after…and I will do my waiting job.

I think now you might know why I fear of calendar. And I will despite the floating time and keep walking to the peak. It’s an attitude to the difficulties also to life. Life is like a box of chocolate and you will never know what you gonna get. Just be what I should be, do what I should do, say what I should say. C’est la vie!

At last, I want to pray to the god. May god shed his grace and bless on thee and me. As a brotherhood, from sea to shining sea! …

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